July 20, 2023

Turning around

never felt exciting before,

in the many, many times I've changed direction.

Maybe when I was little, and

    spun, and

        spun, and

fell over giggling (one time I threw up!)

but this — is different, this is new,

and I am giggling.


I tried to do it right, and shook a little,

part from trepidation, and partly 

    like a speck of iron quivering in magnetic flux.

This way, this way, this way. So many lines of force,

gentle, continuous over vast distance, converging: there, here.


I shook, I was giddy, I was afraid, I was awash

in the strange sense of being headed

in the right direction.

    Nothing could be simpler.


There was an old green trampled mat,

draped over the porch steps getting sun-beaten dry after rain.

    I'd taken it. It would do.

And when I opened my eyes

facing it and my splayed hands, everything looked just

    like new.



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